Fear and Hormones

I realised after being up most of the night what profoundly affects my emotions. Hormones. It is what makes the world go around. As much as I hate being teary and vunerable, I love the other times when I feel full of life and invinceable. I think they call this pre-menapausal symptoms when you have the very big mood swings based on your hormones. The worst thing that can happen when feeling vunerable from hormones is getting in a fight with someone you love. Especially, when you are motivated by the fear of being unloved.(that's what the book said anyway) That very fear visits you in your darkest hour. It is an evil dark thing. To be in this pit that is part physical and part of who you are. That's when the white knight, the hero comes in. The only valiant, true rescuer of my soul. He says, "Do not fear". "I love you, not for who you are or what you can do for me." Then I am free of the trappings of this world and begin to fly above the clutter of this world. No, I am not just an animal. I am also not a highly evolved human with emotions and sins that trap me. I am a child of God, His beautiful bride, His delight.